Thursday, January 27
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :D
i got a bit irritated that my umpiring course results
weren't out yet, and my practical aint coming,
so i went to email netball singapore.
the reply was he already sent it to mrs margret loh -.-
who neglected to inform us (why am i not surprised?)
but he attached it anyway~
AND MY RESULTS WERE "O.O HUH?"
but that certainly made my day (;
i was suffering from mixed emotions the whole day.
well, i actually am still feeling a little confused :/
to be honest, i've long accepted that i've been posted to acjc .
in fact, after i got over my inital disappointment,
i didn't mind going to acjc at all.
nonetheless, i wanted to try appealing,
cause i never want to regret not knowing if i ever had the chance.
i regretted in sec one, it made me miserable for months,
and i'll hate to go through that again :/
when i first went to the school,
i caught myself thinking "i want to go home now"
sounds very primary school-ish, but it was a strong urge.
however, when i was listening to the various addresses/talks,
i was actually wondering, "will i be able to survive/excel in this school?"
and my answer was "yes."
still, i desired to go to ___.
yet, something there was pushing me away from the school.
i find not wanting to go to a school because of someone very stupid,
yet it was a strong 'push' factor indeed.
"am i ready to face...?" :/
i was also worrying if the school would treat you
any differently as you're appeal students and stuff...
what jingyue told me today in the canteen didnt help at all D:
i actually considered not following through with my appeal
but once i stepped into the school to submit the form,
i realised, despite my previous uncertainties,
i really really want to get into the school.
but now, being at home..
sitting at my computer desk,
all the push and pull factors are attacking me again :/
as ms jane would say, "leave the rest to the universe."
i got a bit irritated that my umpiring course results
weren't out yet, and my practical aint coming,
so i went to email netball singapore.
the reply was he already sent it to mrs margret loh -.-
who neglected to inform us (why am i not surprised?)
but he attached it anyway~
AND MY RESULTS WERE "O.O HUH?"
but that certainly made my day (;
i was suffering from mixed emotions the whole day.
well, i actually am still feeling a little confused :/
to be honest, i've long accepted that i've been posted to acjc .
in fact, after i got over my inital disappointment,
i didn't mind going to acjc at all.
nonetheless, i wanted to try appealing,
cause i never want to regret not knowing if i ever had the chance.
i regretted in sec one, it made me miserable for months,
and i'll hate to go through that again :/
when i first went to the school,
i caught myself thinking "i want to go home now"
sounds very primary school-ish, but it was a strong urge.
however, when i was listening to the various addresses/talks,
i was actually wondering, "will i be able to survive/excel in this school?"
and my answer was "yes."
still, i desired to go to ___.
yet, something there was pushing me away from the school.
i find not wanting to go to a school because of someone very stupid,
yet it was a strong 'push' factor indeed.
"am i ready to face...?" :/
i was also worrying if the school would treat you
any differently as you're appeal students and stuff...
what jingyue told me today in the canteen didnt help at all D:
i actually considered not following through with my appeal
but once i stepped into the school to submit the form,
i realised, despite my previous uncertainties,
i really really want to get into the school.
but now, being at home..
sitting at my computer desk,
all the push and pull factors are attacking me again :/
as ms jane would say, "leave the rest to the universe."
what we are, right now @ 10:35 PM.
