Tuesday, November 10
#`FISH! 8:21 PM
mrtay: "how, doris? how was your exam?"
me: "ERRRR..." LOL. i didnt dare to say "okay"
in case my results are not at all "okay"..
nvm, shall tell him only if i got an A1.
wonder if thats too far away from my reach.. "AHH! SHYT!"
i've been so awesomely careless
its amazing. i have no idea how i do it :/
over the past 6days..
i've fallen down the auditorium steps TWICE;almost fallen down the stairs once;tripping over anything & everything;bumping into every non-protruding object..i wonder if im subconciouslyinjuring myself in every way possible.. :/jus banged my cupboard door on my leg opening it :X yeah, i know.
im great, aint i :X
im hungry again.
in search of food. bye(:
Sunday, November 8
#`FISH! 5:05 PM
hmm..
spent the last hour baking muffins.
my sisters have been asking for it for ages.
yes, i do realise that..
i have 2days left to revise.
but what's a little break, eh?
besides.. i havent completed my homework D:
24muffins for a family of 5;
and they're gone at the speed of light!
(which i cant rmbr. haha ;D)(now my sis is askin for cookies-.-)
(aint you a greedy lil' kid)
(NO. im lazy ;D)
well,
i shall get a nice cold bath..
(the ice cream in the fridge is tempting too!).. & continue studying then!
[im jus afraid im getting the writer's block D:][wrong time, wrong time!]will i be that suay? :X
Friday, November 6
#`FISH! 6:02 PM
yay, i sprained my (middle) finger.[note the sacrasm]
haha ;D on my right hand somemore..
how to write?! :/
okaylah, i can bend the finger,
jus cant hold the pen properly. LOL
my dad is very funny.
me: "grr.. i sprained my finger. again-.-"
dad: "need to go see 跌打?"
O.O its just a finger!
i tape 2 weeks it'll be okay alr!
haha ;D ask me go 跌打 for such an minor injury.
its going to the doctor for a papercut. LOL
officially in trainingmood;
totally dont feel like studying @ all D:
someone please scold me..
FOURmoredays! D:
i hope XLL can spam chinese.
marathon for one day or two..
>.< i'll need it desperately.
found a good book! ;D
Wednesday, November 4
#`FISH! 10:45 PM
我的心好烦哦；杂念太多了。too many distractions;
too many things floating in my mind.
i cant focus.
not for studies, currently in training-mode.
not for netball, studies occupying my mind.
that,
& all the other stuffs i cant seem to put down.
haiiiiii~...
Tuesday, November 3
#`FISH! 9:35 PM
hmm.. its November.the year is ending. again.
its funny how we always promise ourselves,
promise others.. that we'll cherish time.
but end up neglecting its loss
as we busy ourselves in school & whatnots.
(intentional, or not)
forgetting that precious time is passing.
is it human nature?
why school?school is not everything,
yet our lives seem to evolve arnd school.
funny how people contradict themselves all the time.
___ can scold me for studying too much,
too hard.. yet restrict me when im going out.
& the huge irony is that,
i dont like going out, esp to crowded areas.
so if i want to, its actually rare! haha ;D
the final lap.netball. studies. one last chance.
c'mon, give it a go.
idontfeelpreparedforOlevelchinese :XXLL's lesson today jus made me feel more insecure.
so many things..
haiiii~OHYEAH. i am getting more & more clumsy :X
tripping over wires, chairs..
and stairs D:
yes, i tripped over the stairs & fell..today..
thankfully it was in the auditorium :/
the worst place to get injured is out of court(:
im predicting.. chewyen wld sigh @ her com
once she sees this. haha ;D
rightttttt? ^^
randomramblings.lol, im almost falling asleep soon alr.
shall go eat my daily 2servings of fruits :D
(cause they taste so nice. haha)
sweetdreams tonight!(:
...SYADEROMXIS...
Saturday, October 31
#`FISH! 2:50 PM
nope, of course i didnt forget.
it's SI JIA's birthday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ;D
our team celebrated with her ytd.
ate the subway she has been craving for days..
had a simple celebration(:
sth unpleasant happened on our way there.. :/well, lets nt talk abt it..si jia germaine & i bought our food first
while qiuying went to the "toilet" with the others.
& this sotongfish dropped devil's drink ._.
crapped throughout the whole meal;
everyone was saying weird things..
"throw the stone at the banana
and the banana will throw the banana back" supposed answer to qiuying's joke.
LOL. i forgot the rest, but it was hilarious.
qiuying was mimicking anita hannah and della.
ended up getting tricked more than thrice.
"qiuying is an idiot"
when everyone decided they're full,
our dear captain took out the cake! ;D
with a long john silver's knife! HAHA
trust her to think of that!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~
(psst, can see qiuying singing at the back!)
si jia ate the grape;
they relighted the candle again.
and again. and again.
we sang the song 4times~
they wanted to repeat
& make si jia blow out the candles 15times!!
didnt in the end. haha ;D
(qiuying eating her cookie unglam-ly.)
hannah probably takes nicer photos than me,
so lets see if she'll post it ;D
(yeah, thats her hands)
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waaaaaaaa...
her grumpybear is damn hard to find.
"its the only one thats nt smiling. so cute right?" yeah, but
超难找! D:
since she likes it, its worth the effort(:
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heyy,
happy birthday, our little devil!
you're fifteen alr, but continue to be childish!
haha ;D thats makes you YOU.
ohyeah, dont forget devilish. haha ;D
i dont think you need to steal della's carebear alr..
hmm, but i still told her to BEWARE.
later you use grumpybear tackle her carebear.
opps. did i just give you an idea? :X
you're growing fast!
stop growing! haha ;D
im going to be shorter than you alr D:
lols, kidding lah.
drink more grow milk & grow tall tall!
just dont become a giant can alr(:
have fun today (i know you will)
its your special day.
rmbr we're always here for you;
dont ever forget us, kayyy? ;D
happy birthday, our little devil.
love, sotongfish.
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#`FISH! 11:53 AM
hey, thanks for all your concern.
i guess my msn pm is too scary..
even kinhiong asked what happened ._.
hmm, you'll get the old fish back.
no, she's nt upset only cos she injured someone.
she's upset cos she thinks she's always the one injuring others,
and she hates it.
maybe she's thinking too much,
blaming herself too much.
hmm.. she doesnt really know..
well, fish will come back.. soon.
"of cos you'll be okay. you're doris! (:"thanks, KH.
sorry if she's scaring you.
"very very scary ):"go far far away from her then.
you wont see her acting abnormally,
wont get scared.
okay, i know that doesnt help.
dont worry, she's coming back,
& even you cant chase her away! ;D
iwillbeokay(:
Thursday, October 29
#`FISH! 8:31 PM
i fucking hate myself right now,
someone should jus kill me.
injured chunni today
during handball compeition.
yes, its me.
im extremely sorry D:
jus be angry with me,
i've caused so much trouble.
damn irritated & pissed with myself.
i cant even play well to win the game for her.
stupid. cant even goalkeep.
messed training up.
played like some idiot that doesnt know the sport.
bloody stupid mistakes.
i deserved the scoldings today.
wtf was i doing.
i really dont know.
argh. pissed.
damn bloody fucking pissed with myself.
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